There is squishy wobbly fat hanging off me everywhere and it’s vile

2 hours ago on 23 May 2013 ~ 5:27am 4 notes

I am so covered in fat and jiggly :(

2 hours ago on 23 May 2013 ~ 5:20am 1 note
via  lost-souls-at-sea  (originally  gbass)
2 hours ago on 23 May 2013 ~ 5:19am 139,754 notes
Anonymous
how tall are you? xx

5’3.5” x

3 hours ago on 23 May 2013 ~ 4:39am 1 note

There’s someone in my house :S

Don’t worry! It happens a lot cos I live in halls. But I don’t know whether he is gonna decide to come into my room D: I’m in mah bed!

3 hours ago on 23 May 2013 ~ 4:38am

Tw?

I’ve gained more.
I’m really far out of my comfort zone right now.
I’m now 41.6kg which is just like a weight that I never thought I would let myself get to.
I’m trying to just power through it but god it’s so difficult!
I feel so worthless and ugly :(

3 hours ago on 23 May 2013 ~ 4:30am 3 notes
Anonymous
oh is that also how you explain how underweight you are? that kind of makes sense i guess...when you recover and gain weight that is a sign of health and a sign that your 'hearts better'. it could work haha

I’m good, right?

11 hours ago on 22 May 2013 ~ 8:34pm
Anonymous
What do you mean he thinks you've got a heart condition? Is that what you told him? What did you say?

I’m a day patient so when people ask me why I spend so much time at the hospital I tell them I have a heart condition xD

13 hours ago on 22 May 2013 ~ 7:14pm
Anonymous
How long have you been seeing/dating your boyfriend? <3

About 2-3 weeks x

13 hours ago on 22 May 2013 ~ 6:45pm
Anonymous
You should be honest, when you feel it's safe to be. You don't have to openly tell him about your ED/recovery yet, but don't outright lie. I'm sure he'd want to know. Then he can help/support you x

He, like everyone else here, thinks I’ve got a heart condition.

13 hours ago on 22 May 2013 ~ 6:43pm